― Jorge Luis Borges

My Anxiety leaves me in shambles.  I finally find the person I am meant to be with, only to feel that the last relationship has ruined me.  I am so happy, but my demolished depression wants to knock on my window and remind me that its not too far off.  As my Anxiety wants to welcome it back in.  I don’t want to be this way.

I fill in my time by making myself preoccupied and I can recognize it very well.  And I fear that this anxiousness will ruin something before it even lifts off the ground.

I hate breaking down in front of him.  I hate my psychological upbringing mixed in a cocktail of peoples misunderstandings that just brings me to my knees.

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